I should follow the advice I give to others. And I guess it's about time. I have nothing bad to say, because I guess it's the best thing for both sides. We'll part and find our own happy-ever-afters. Because we do both deserve to be happy xxxxxx

So, I didn't get my dream job first time around. Yknow... It would have been nice to be in the 2% that get it on their first try, but apparently it wasn't meant to be. I've had a good cry, even banished myself to my bedroom, but it didn't last long. It's not that I'm over it, I'm not. I still want this more than I've ever wanted anything. But I've gained so much to be angry at myself. I got so far. I'm still so happy and delighted with myself. I've put in applications for the rest of the middle eastern airlines and ill apply for the basics too. Cos ill fly, one day...